It's last for 2009 tomorrow

Tomorrow will be the last day of school. I wanna cry so much till my eyes get swollen, i can do that you know. I love the memories in 2009 and i Love my class so much:/ i cant even believe its almost 1 year! WTF! I hate this, next year we're form 2 and i don't like that. It makes me so uneasy to bare the pain. Worst, Syuhaila is going again and Aisyah! WORST LAGI! I don't even know if teacher Lela is still going to be here or NOT! THATS THE WORST PART! F*CK! I still cant bare to move on, but still i'll move on. It's so hard to express you're feelings to all the people. Sometimes, you even thought of shouting to release you tensions. And everytimr you finishing shouting you'll feel more confidence to move on. That's the part i LOVE but it's also not that easy to forget the past that we had face for every year. Every year is a big time for us, but this year it's getting faster. It's already NOVEMBER! For me, i don't even think it's already NOVEMBER! I feel the calendar is cheating on me or my mind is playing tricks. I hate to feel this way, pain&suffering for me. My boiling point is almost reached to it's limit and now i'm trying to relax my self. Making myself getting use to these situations but it always ends up like this==" How awful is that.

Saya tidak sangka rakan-rakan saya akan meninggalkan sekolah ini. Saya tidak akan lupakan mereka. Walaupun mereka berada di tempat yang lebih jauh dari tempat saya. Saya tidak akan melupakan mereka.How can i even forget them?

I didnt even thought that 2009 would end this fast! How curios am i. I think my mind is playing tricks to me. That is why i keep forgot the important things instead remembering those useless and awful things. That ain't a good thing to remember.Now im too sad to even write anymore. Until here then,Goodnight and remember to always not forget the 2009 memories. There were awesome!