Jealousy.Hatred.Sadness but ending up happy

Today was da worst da ever. You knw y? cause i didt get to attend sports today and this year was da worst da ever cause this year i didt get a MEDAL... thats da saddest part ever...cause i injured my left leg during high jump cause my foot's skin grew a blister n i didt notice but when i ran i felt that something was hagging onto my leg thn i saw it was bleeding and i was so horrofied that i almost cried cause i mean i came to win not to be injured... then on this day i was going to run cause my leg feels more better but i didt bring my number cause i left at home...thn after da sports we went home...when i meant we means i racheal and lesly...they went to my hse n prescylla too but she came to my hse around 3 someting...thn we played DARE...after that we laughed alot and smile alot then i forget abt da pain im suffering...but when i wrote this note... then i still how it felt without having a medal cause this is da first time i experience this feeling before that is y im so sad...i will regret but i will still move forward juz to be a gud sports woman...this year and date i will never forget i will never forgive myself for being so an idiot in my life i never felt so regretful than this day... this day that causes those sadness ...n seing ppl run is so painful n i started to be jealous cause they can run but i cant... i hate this....